Today was a good day. I think I am really getting the groove of the Army life. I know that he is gone and there is nothing I can do to change it. So life has to go on. I got back to doing my chores and was in kinda a better mood today. I mean I am still stressed somewhat due to the fact I have 20 bucks to last 10 day's but nothing I can do about it but pray. Aiden is still doing pretty good but I can tell he is starting to get upset daddy is not here. It kills me I can't explain it to him and say daddy will be coming back. I can say it but he doesn't get it!
I wish I could go to the doctor and get back on my Zoloft and Xanax but need co pay money. I will have to make my self an allowance to do that next check for my own sanity and my children! Plus I promised Joey I would go and that would be one less thing to worry about for him. I also still need to take the dang car back to the shop and find out why over 900 dollars later the engine light is still on! I need the dang thing inspected and can't afford anymore money in it! I am still waiting for our turn to catch a break. Cause every time it starts to get better something else goes wrong. I wish there was a do over button you could press just one time in your life time and all debt is wiped and your credit is brand new!
Well enough whiney crap cause I need to write my amazing hubby! I am so lucky!!!!!!!!
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